i love you, i hate you.

i love you: for being the first guy i've ever been completely comfortable with, for being someone i could really open up too and you got to see the real me. for showing me what it really means to be in love with someone, for making me smile and laugh all those times, for being there for me when i needed someone to cry too, laugh with, for being able to handle me (for the most part), for all those amazing passionate moments we shared, for teaching me so much about superheroes, for those sweet words you'd always say, for raising my expectations on love, for making me stronger, for not judging me for things most people would, and finally, even if it may not have been as much as i love you, for loving me...

i hate you: for not wanting this badly enough, for making me cry all those times, for constantly making me feel like shit, for talking to countless girls behind my back, for making me almost lose my best friend, for not trying like i always did, for getting mad at me for the littlest things, for making me look like a complete idiot to my friends, for giving me a bad reputation, for making me feel like i was just a piece of ass, for changing me, for always threatning to leave when things got a little hard, for making me think i actually had a chance to be with you, for not believing that we could honestly get through this, for all those times you ignored me, for changing, for having a bad temper, and finally, for breaking my heart...

- love always, jenn.