Your Are the Only Exception

Have I always known you? I feel like your smile is so familiar. I feel like time's endless gaze fails to rest its eyes on you. Your youthful energy is so captivating. Always carefree, your a perfect foil to me. I catch your eye sometimes, but it looks different than it used too. I think you've lost some of your innocence, I liked that about you, but I like the new you too. Your just different thats all. My Peter Pan whose all grown up. I think that your inspiring. Heartbreak makes everything an inspiration I suppose. I'm like one of those tragic artists; afraid to seek treatment for their depression for fear of ruining their art. I'm afraid if I find happiness, I will have nothing to write about. No one like a perfect story, even in fairy tales happiness's lover is tragedy. But anyways, I think your a tad ignorant. My feelings for you are deep, I regard and consider more than your physical qualities. Actions speak louder than words, but words fill the silences in between actions; I listen to your thoughts, I hold your words dear. I think that we are connected, by a string that has been stretched to its limit. About to snap, it is drunk with tension. I almost think the breaking of said string is inevitable, so I'm just waiting for my stubborn heart to loosen its death-grip on my end; for surely your end is trailing along, dragging in the dust. Surely that forlorn piece of twine, is the final symbol of your true affections. But my heart exists in a world is has created for itself. I like to believe that somewhere deep down in the depths of your soul, I live modestly in a small corner. Everytime you are about to forget me, I simply tug on your heart strings and you hear a whisper of me in your ear...remember her laugh...the way she made you laugh.
I miss you very much. I miss how you always had words for everything. Something funny to conquer my most melancholy of moods. I miss your honest blue eyes, they were so clear. I miss your insight. Your laugh, bell-like and earnest. I miss having someone to talk too. You're everything I ever dreamed I would find.
I just wish we would have loved eachother at the same time. For a constant as the sun's rise every morning, I will always think of you. My cashmere embrace. A faint enchanting memory. You're going to be someone and you're going to make someone unbelievably happy. See what I see, please. I promise that what happened was nesecessary for both of us, however painful and heart wrenching, I believe it was important. You will always be the boy I write about. The hero who saves the girl, even if she doesn't know she needs saving. I was drowning and you pulled me from the ocean. I will always be thankful for that. Thank you for everything you were and everything you showed me I could be.

-Whit